I have been struggling for a while now. It has been a struggle of my self worth. All my life I have been pressured into going to school and getting an education. Which, so far I have been very successful at doing. I already have a Bachelor of Science degree in Business Administration in Accounting and Entrepreneurship. In May 2011, I will complete my Masters of Accountancy degree from Western Carolina University. But, at the current standing of the economy, those degrees and $1.50 will buy you a cup of coffee.
For the past year now I have been praying for something to give. I have been praying for a job to open up where I could be successful and still have enjoyment of going to my job everyday. So far, nothing has changed. I am discovering that the Lord has me in this place in my life for a certain reason...that reason is still unknown. At one point in my life I thought that I was supposed to teach because I have found that I am very good at encouraging and being patient with others until they were able to grasp certain concepts. But, to my dismay after two interviews...both of the doors were never open for me.
I was also praying that I could possibly have a chance to use my skills in an environment that would be profitable for the Lord. But, again...it seemed like all those doors would never even budge in my direction. So, I have been down on myself and broken because all along I have been told how bright of a young lady that I actually was. And it is as if I have been lied to this whole time. If I am such a bright person...why is it that I can not succeed?
I am now starting to believe it is because it is not in His plan for me to succeed in corporate America. Who really likes to work for someone who tells them when to come into work and that they have to take an hour lunch during the day and that they can not live their office until 5:30? I mean...does anyone really have the dream of being controlled that way? I think not.
So, I decided to start something for myself. I am starting my own business. But, not from scratch...I am an Independent Beauty Consultant for Mary Kay Cosmetics. I decided to do this before there were any benefits mentioned. I thought that I could sale the product to friends and family just to make a little extra cash. Let's face it, we all are in need of some extra spending money these days.
Once I signed up I realized just all that I was gaining. I was gaining MK sisters that would have an impact on my life. These Christian ladies are not only nice to be around but they are the most encouraging women I have been around in a long time. I did say...Christian Ladies. Mary Kay Cosmetics is a Christian company that encourages their consultants to put God first, Family second and their Career third. If any company wonders why they are so far in debt, they should learn from Mary Kay Ash. Her company is debt free...I really believe that the fact that they put God first has a lot to do with that. We also have weekly meetings on Mondays at 6pm in Asheville. Has anyone ever went to a business meeting where the Director opens with a bible study, asks for prayer requests and then proceeds to pray over their consultants before the Business meeting even begins? I have found a place where I feel worthy.
So, now I am asking my friends to help me with my new career. I have been challenged by my Director to host a 10 party week. This includes you hosting a party (with prizes attached!) and just inviting five of your closest girlfriends to join in on the fun. That is it. I really need your help to succeed. It costs nothing to help me out. What do you say?
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Sheena Stevens
